well , definitely , im trying to get over him .
Now , im over him by quite alot ...
i aint crying for him anymore !
and even , i cant cry when it comes to remembering him !
thats definitely good right !
muahahaha !
i realised that its no use loving a guy .
not saying that all the guys are all the same .
everything seems to be so perfect in love life without him around here !
its like a relieve and i dont noe why .

7:48 PM

Lia's New dress !
today , i went to GEYLANG .
Nothing speacial happened .
No hot GUYS .
But , get FREE contact lens !
Seriously , today ..
my parents fought !
i was like , wat the F !
it was my mom fault !
she asked my dad to put i dont noe wat ,
but then my dad did the wrong thing .
den my mom scolded my dad !
if she wanted it to be perfect , she should do it on her own !
shes always like that !
Before that , i bought a dress !
weeeee !
atlast !
surprised ?
never see me wear dress before right ?
muahaaaa!
its my first time !
heheeee !
supposingly , i wanted to wear it on your burfday .
ive planned wear to bring you and stuff ...
but then ...
its over between us ...
oohhh wat ever !

7:40 PM

Ive made a BIG mistake !
thought he was going to treasure me ,
thought his gonna love me ,
thought he was serious with me .
all this are just thoughts.
Thoughts that are IMPOSSIBLE to come true .
Being with you was a great pleasure .
But everything ended up with HATRED between you and me .
You played with my heart .
you make me HATE you .
why did you do all this to me .
if only i knew this would happen ,
i wouldnt gave you the chance .
All i knew right now was you lied to me .
things you saed to me are all lies .
i may have deleted your msges , pics and everything about you.
but i can still remember clearly what you saed to me .
But , after thinking over what you did to me and the things your bestfren saed to me about you ,
might as well i forget about a guy like you .
A guy like you dont deserve a love from a girl .
whats the point with playing with a girl's heart ?
whats your motive ?
i dont understand .
i wont hate you and i wont forgive you either .

6:00 PM

in 2008 , ive made quite alot of friends .
one of my group are han , hajar , fiqri ,acap and me .
im the only girl .
we had a group day out at that time .
we spent time together .
we made songs .
there are 2 songs .
one is 'mengapa kau berubah ' and ' oh lia '
they made a song for me .
the third song was on the process .but then we didnt make it .
we all seperated .
each of us are busy with our own things .this is us .
missing hajar !
the funnies thing that happened was we waited for the bus for more than 1/2 an hour and
then we decided to take a taxi .
but its useless .
no taxi wants to take us there (west coast)
and guess wat , we even made a song for the taxis .
hajar and i just sing which we dont know the lyrics but we just put in words that matched the situation .
han and acap just played the guitar while fiqri just laughed .


hahaahaaha !
this is at the busstop we walked very far .
this is mengapah kau berubah .
atlast after walking half way,we sat down an play a song at the side of the road .
and then our bus came .
we had alot of fun !
i miss it !
this is hajar and han .
we even sang in the mrt till ppl look at us with a smile !

7:52 PM

Its unfair okay !
she asked me to do everything !
what the hell !
all she do is nag !
she is being unfair towards me !
Everything she do is for my first brother !
example 1:
everytime there are my things in the living room ,
she would throw and nag .
But if its my first brother stuffs ,
she would take them and put them NICELY in his bedroom !
even if his around at home !
DOING NOTHING !
example 2:
Like this morning ( 6 september ) ,
my second brother asked money from her .
she said she did not have any money .
and she asked me for money just to give to my second brother !
which i didnt give !
go to hell !
whenever my second brother have money ,
he would be very ignorant !
he would act like he's rich enough to buy things !
and now he have no money ,
so go to hell !
whenever i ask her for money , she wouldnt give me at all .
she didnt even ask my brother for money to give to me !
cant you see it !
how unfair she is !
i wont even ask her for money !
ill find it myself !
yes of cos frm my school pocket money !
have to collect !
everytime she needs money , i am the want who will lend it to her .
but when its my turn to ask for money !
wait long long ar !
There are still more examples actually .
but i cant think of it for now .
To tell the truth , im jealous of my friends .
espeacially faizurah , everything she wants , she'll get it !
every month , her mother would put some money about 100 bucks into her account .
She have alot of clothes.
but as for me ,
i have to collect my own money , to buy my own clothes !
No one really cares about me !
very sad you noe !

9:56 AM

well , nothing fun exactly happen today ,
just that i am always thinking about my past and everything was so clear !
i cant really get all that off my mind !
but , i am going to be strong !
ohh yeaa !
Today was supposed to be our 1st month but due to our break up for one day , the 1st month will be tml !
And what the hell , i forgot to go to DNT today !
Shit rite ? i noe !

7:46 PM

1st sept !
1st day of fasting !
well , nothing happened alot in the morning and afternoon .
Except for one stupid thing !
at about 645 pm , im preparing drinks for our break fast .
While im doing it , i accidentally drank the water !
not ONCE but TWICE !
i didnt realise it at all !
my mom saw me drinking and called me .
i was shocked and i shouted 'EH EH !'
heheeehee !
i laughed all the way .
After break fast , at about 8 pm , i went out to meet superman .
it was funny !
but he made me cry !
ahahaa !
he talked about my past which i dont like it .
but i am not mad at him because its not his fault at all .
he didnt know that i am sensitive about my past .
And i gave him a wallet .
A branded one and ORIGINAL okay !
it cost about 60 dollars .
i hope he like it !
=D

10:03 AM