July 30 , kinda hate this day .. not only this day but a few days back too ...
Alot of things happened ... First , i hate that bitch ! seriously laaa ! why does she have to tell alot of people abt our fight ?! You want sympathy is it ? i give you tight slap ! what else do you want ? ive already acted as if nothing happen ... But you , fucking asshole bitch , keep trying to make a big fuss about this thing ! FUCK AR ! i dont know until when i can hold on to my anger .. im gonna act as if nothing happen as long as i can .. i dont want to fight with you which i have to be patience about THAT just because of my friends !
Second , my love life ... im totally lost and confused once again .. i dont even know who i really like ..
No one really understand about my feelings ... im so stressed out ! i dont even have time for myself .. ive been so busy this days..
Losing someone really hurt me ..
espeacially that guy .. the impact was very deep .... i dont know why ...maybe because i tried so hard to love him and when i loved him , he left me .. although we still keeping in touch , the memories are still very clear in my heart ... and i tried to stay strong ... and then i was trapped !
Trapped by a guy who healed my heart ! he heal it , but then he broke it ... then , two guys came into my life and , COINCIDENTALLY , they came on the same time and day ! BUSTED rite ? i know .. but each of them had really hurt me ... espeacially HIM ! he lied to me ! he told me he loved me ... but he had girlfriend ! TWO girlfriends ! like FUCK rite ? yaa , i know ! this really hurt me ! TILL NOW !
